We had the scan of our new baby today. I'm 11 weeks gone and the baby is due on April 3rd. We've known for 7 weeks that I was pregnant but only made it common knowledge today. I've spoken to Danny daily about the new baby since we found out and today has been an emotional rollercoaster. I sat bawling my eyes out after the scan. We are so happy about the new baby, we're good parents and someone up there has decided to give us a 2nd chance. But then you feel so guilty because it feels in a strange way that we're replacing Danny. And that couldn't be further from the truth. Danny will always be 'Pob's' big brother and we will tell them all about him but it hurts so much that Danny isn't here to be involved with it all. He would have loved it, helping out and playing the big brother role. The truth of the matter is I now have 2 children, one growing inside me and one the eternal angel watching over us.