A year ago today we buried Danny, said our 'final farewell' and stood and wept as he became our eternal angel. We've had all our 'first' anniversaries - our 1st Christmas without Danny, our 1st birthday without Danny, my 1st Mothers Day without Danny, Des' 1st Fathers Day without Danny.... you get the picture. Today has been particularly hard because I know that the memory of Danny is fading in peoples minds. It's been a year, it's only natural, life goes on. For me & Des our lives are carrying on but we are also stuck in this daily nightmare that I don't think will ever change. We go weeks where when we talk about Danny we do nothing but laugh and smile and then silly things trigger the tears and the pure sadness that I never knew existed. Today has been one of those days. There will never be a 'final farewell' for Danny because he is remembered everyday and will always be with us throughout our lives. Our son, our 1st born, the brightest angel in heaven x